Depressed

I am so depressed right now.  Between the issues with my financial aid and the difficulties in trying to find paying work in my field while I'm still in school is very disheartening.  Part of the problem too is the issue with my weight and my injuries...I'm never going to be able to do field work which is where most people start for experience.  We had a tree climbing lab today in my wildlife biology class and I found that I couldn't even lift myself more than a foot off the floor. :(

I really don't know what to do right now, I'm getting such a late start...I didn't even know that a lot of these opportunities were available until now and I only have one more summer before I graduate in order to get everything done....of course if the financial aid doesn't get resolved then I won't be able to take any courses over the summer, and if the plant taxonomy course isn't offered this fall then I'm screwed anyway and will need to take another semester to finish up....I'm seriously hoping that that will not be the case but I'm trying to prep myself for it now.